A Bad Post.

One day, I will have a girlfriend. One day, I will love somebody. The person I love will be smarter than me. The person I love will be cooler than me. The person I love will be happier than me. That person is so hard to exist. But there is a chance. And the chance … Continue reading A Bad Post.



Just like everyone else, conflicting emotions lie within me. Unlike the other people, I am in control of my emotions, rather than the other way around. This dons me with the responsibility of satisfying every aspect of me. If my emotions dictated my actions, I would not have much control over my actions and I … Continue reading Conflict


If you ask me if I believe God exists, my answer would be no. But I still go to temple. Voluntarily. Why do I do that? I am not afraid of God. I don't believe some divine judgement will be passed upon me if I don't go to temple. I don't have any love of … Continue reading Unsure.

Miseries in Life

Looking at the number of people who commit suicide, I have come to think that people want to kill themselves all the time. That would mean I am not different. I am the same as them. They just don't get to share their thoughts like I do. From experience, I can surely say that they … Continue reading Miseries in Life

My phases

It is said that first impression is the last impression. My first impression is bad. So bad that it shows none of my virtues. It only highlights my worst aspects in difficult situations. Not confident, immature and not very smart. I am not a good conversationalist either. I will search for words to come out … Continue reading My phases