What are you waiting for? A miracle? A genie that will grant you three wishes? A prophecy that makes you the one with a power that nobody else has? I am quite sure none of them are coming to you. What is going to come to you? Opportunities. One is staring you in the face right now. You need to believe in yourself. You need to seize this moment. Some people believe in you. Others do not. Those who believe in you have met you. Others have not. You are one of a kind. But you need practice. A lot of practice. Because no matter how much talent you have, it can be beaten by someone who practices more. Hard work beats talent. You have to groom your talent.
I don’t know if you can do it till the end. But if you begin to do it, you will surely be in a better place than now. Take a step. A small one. That will lead you to the end. Don’t give up. Maybe hope has eluded you for so long that you don’t need hope anymore. All you need is an impulse. An impulsive beginning will lead you to where you want to be. Do it.