One day, I will have a girlfriend. One day, I will love somebody. The person I love will be smarter than me. The person I love will be cooler than me. The person I love will be happier than me. That person is so hard to exist. But there is a chance. And the chance … Continue reading A Bad Post.
Just like everyone else, conflicting emotions lie within me. Unlike the other people, I am in control of my emotions, rather than the other way around. This dons me with the responsibility of satisfying every aspect of me. If my emotions dictated my actions, I would not have much control over my actions and I … Continue reading Conflict
There is a party in my mind, Going on all the time, Always raging on, I feel like I don't have a care, Happy everywhere, Even when I am alone. SOMETHING FEELS WRONG....... I am smiling all the time, No answer for why, Explanation is unknown, I cannot feel anything else, Only happiness, The sadness … Continue reading Laughter For Life
I like a queen but she doesn't like me back. She likes a king and I am a jack. What is more is that the king is my friend. I don't want to break what I can't amend. So I sit and I think about it alone. And I wait till the pain in my … Continue reading Joker’s Call
If you ask me if I believe God exists, my answer would be no. But I still go to temple. Voluntarily. Why do I do that? I am not afraid of God. I don't believe some divine judgement will be passed upon me if I don't go to temple. I don't have any love of … Continue reading Unsure.
Sometimes I wonder if I am tired of my life. I know I should not be. Life has so many things that are interesting. But in some moments, I really think I am tired of it all. I feel like a drone in those moments. Then I stuff my earphones in my ears all the … Continue reading Everybody’s shit and maybe I am too…
Honesty has always got me in trouble. Never in my life, has honesty rescued me from one though. Rather, it has cemented the problem for the future. When I was a kid, I read so many stories with the moral, ‘Honesty is the best policy.’ Reading so many stories where the honest ones are rewarded … Continue reading Honesty is NOT the “best policy”
Looking at the number of people who commit suicide, I have come to think that people want to kill themselves all the time. That would mean I am not different. I am the same as them. They just don't get to share their thoughts like I do. From experience, I can surely say that they … Continue reading Miseries in Life
It is said that first impression is the last impression. My first impression is bad. So bad that it shows none of my virtues. It only highlights my worst aspects in difficult situations. Not confident, immature and not very smart. I am not a good conversationalist either. I will search for words to come out … Continue reading My phases
Sometimes you just want to punch something. At these times, I am too weak to do it. I just can't move my fist. We know that punching a wall or a tree will not solve our problems but we still want to do it. It might help us release our frustration on things that are … Continue reading Waiting for the end